Ginger

There is no easy way to say this, so I will just say it... Ginger died today. It was totally out of the blue that this would happen today, I just didn't expect it. I knew it would happen one day sooner or later because of her seizures, but I just didn't think, or want, it to happen today. I wasn't ready to say good-bye to her. I know this may sound silly, but if I could have just gave her some love and attention and said good-bye to her it would have been a little easier. I just rushed out the door to school this morning...who knew that I would never see her again.... One of the harder parts of this whole thing was explaining it to Madeline. She was so happy when I picked her up from school, and then Chris and I had to tell her. She has been crying all night, and it is just heart breaking to see her in so much pain. We made a scrapbook page of Ginger tonight, and for now we are going to hang in on our refrigerator. We just miss her so much and never knew we could or would until now. And now it is to late to see her again.