Well, the results of our test came back today... Negative. We are not pregnant. :( I really am sad... I don't know how to explain this feeling that I am having. I have 3 beautiful children, I shouldn't be sad, but I am. I really did want one more baby. What hurts me even more is that Chris says he does not want to try again. I had SO much hope for having another baby, and now he doesn't want to. My heart hurts... I am sure it will heal in time... or maybe not. I am sure I will always long for one more baby. To be given the hope of possibly having one more child and then having that hope torn away without the possibility of hope again is a feeling beyond what I am able to express right now......

I thought it would be fun to post some pictures of my 3 babies when they were babies. The babies that bring me such joy and so many smiles to my life :)